da wolf cry

so i would have made this post earlier but my labtop is dead and needs to get fixed and my desktop didn't have my username and password stored so i have been in serious thought for a couple of hours on trying to remember what that is. there little email system didn't work, i have yet received a email from them and i requested one like 3 am last night. plenty of time for a computer to work.

so last night was intense. very very shocking with the amount of people out on a saturday night. the bars let out and as usual cattle were roaming the streets. i better word for the drunkin peeps is wolves. howling in search of meat. lol the college life. well i that is only a part of it. there are people out there that don't go to bars and stay at friends house to chat and socialize and moderately drink. there are those that are working on school stuff and choose to not get plastered at brickstreet and attempt to bring a lady or man home. its a world of choice and decisions and anyone can do whatever they want to do. god bless america

I went out with my art friends last night which is always entertaining. did some bar crawl and met up with others. it was a good night. Earlier that night i met up with kim at the theatre. she was looking very nice that day (you were) and actually looked different too. i spent some good time with her watching her work. the best part was actually when i got there and she walked in from going to Kofenya and getting her addicted coffee fix. a group of guys was walking past the theatre with a trahcan and attempting to hide it from the theater emply. Kim saw it and went outside with her coffee in her hand (can't let go of her fix) and was going to retreive which was the neighbors trashcan. priceless. she got the trashcan back without having to kick some ass they tossed it at the neighbors front yard. it was awesome. we had a plan "lunch date" at the Stein which was kewl and we are going to church tonight. lol yea i know, me going? haha it will be fun.

So many things are going over and over in my head. some good and some bad. you have to apprciate it because it tells you that you are alive and helps you to keep pushing for the next day. we are emotional beings that have feelings. we feel pain and we feel love. we also feel fear which can cause actions not to happen. but we should kick fears butt and just do what we fear. i just want to get on a crane overlooking a bottomless pit and just scream. scream out all those fears all those regrets and toss them away and move on to something better something more then what i am use too.