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oh man, let me tell you something, the best thing besides having sex is going sledding. the best orgasim is after sleding going back to your room and hitting the showers. that felt so wonderful that i should be able to sleep for 12 hours now.
what a day it was today. had some low points but then this afternoon had some very high points. low points were comtiplating on staying with school and thinking about my future. I am in a limbo state right now. I am working my ass off in school but heavy weights seems to always get in my way. last year was my preperation of getting married this year was my sadness of getting a divorce. no matter what, life always slows me down or make things harder for me. i think i crave the challenge thinking that i can handle it. but, i think deep down i can't. i might be a strong smart person but i think i too have limits. it is luck that has given me a chance of keeping what i have now. let me tell you. but i think the cliche is coming close to a reality "my luck is about to run out".
i don't want to dwell more on that, things will work out. as school is important, i am in a right part of my life that I can stop for a little while and explore the world and find myself. then i can return later.
a man said to me good luck today, after he identified that i went to Miami. i said thanks and kim had a question on what is 'good luck' because i don't believe in it. she didn't understand why people said things like that because of it applying that a force other then god is causing good fortune for someone and that people can't reach out and obtain luck. i told her that it isn't something that you could reach for or that you will get it if someone says good luck to you. it is a hope that everything will turn out to your favor and that you are happy with the outcome. so the guy meant that he hopes that i finish and learn something or that i do the best that i can and have no regrets of the decsions that i will make during my remaining years.
i went sledding tonight. fun stuff. it was my first time on a sled, talk about sheltered. i went over a ramp and hurt my head. ouch. it was great. the whole night was great. until next time
what a day it was today. had some low points but then this afternoon had some very high points. low points were comtiplating on staying with school and thinking about my future. I am in a limbo state right now. I am working my ass off in school but heavy weights seems to always get in my way. last year was my preperation of getting married this year was my sadness of getting a divorce. no matter what, life always slows me down or make things harder for me. i think i crave the challenge thinking that i can handle it. but, i think deep down i can't. i might be a strong smart person but i think i too have limits. it is luck that has given me a chance of keeping what i have now. let me tell you. but i think the cliche is coming close to a reality "my luck is about to run out".
i don't want to dwell more on that, things will work out. as school is important, i am in a right part of my life that I can stop for a little while and explore the world and find myself. then i can return later.
a man said to me good luck today, after he identified that i went to Miami. i said thanks and kim had a question on what is 'good luck' because i don't believe in it. she didn't understand why people said things like that because of it applying that a force other then god is causing good fortune for someone and that people can't reach out and obtain luck. i told her that it isn't something that you could reach for or that you will get it if someone says good luck to you. it is a hope that everything will turn out to your favor and that you are happy with the outcome. so the guy meant that he hopes that i finish and learn something or that i do the best that i can and have no regrets of the decsions that i will make during my remaining years.
i went sledding tonight. fun stuff. it was my first time on a sled, talk about sheltered. i went over a ramp and hurt my head. ouch. it was great. the whole night was great. until next time
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