changes

as i ponder about working on the assignment that i have due later today a blog was coming over me. today was one of those gloomy day when the rain came down hardly in peep of sun and a cold chil was under your breath. i hate days like these because nothing good really comes out from them. today was no exception, well not so much for me but my friend who found out one of her bestest friend is leaving in May to pursue a new job. its never a good thing to hear news like that, so it was sad to hear. made me think about the changes that are forced upon us that we don't plan on and really never thought about it before. i heard someone say they wanted a normal life that everything won't get so messed up. but the truth is that there is no normal life, there is only life and it can really be fucked up. anyone who has read 'who ate my cheese' or whatever the title is that change is suppose to be a good thing. change helps you improve or grow. fuck that, y grow if everything is perfectly fine the way it is? change shoudn't always happen. i don't know, it just really stinks.