Tomorrow is a new DAY!
Okay, so I lied about waiting til i got back from my trip to write a post. I am just so happy right now. Finally my life shows a small future. God has definately gave me a new start. once again, he is making me be aware of something. giving me a feel of what the opposite side of my life could be. a glimpse of how fast things can change. man i am listening too with all ears.
These couple of days have been hard on me, very hard, limbo is what i have been feeling. I still feel limbo, but a little speck of a root is emerging. To explain everything I will feel so relieve but still I must keep up my wall until that root has grown and matured. when will that be, when will that root grow? i don't know. but keep spraying that water and keep that sun light on it and it will blossom.
My dad is here today and yesterday. he's happy and overcome with joy and respect for me. but that's good, i still feel weak and in shambles of my animal instinct going wild. he's leaving in less then 3 hours. he might return sooner or hopefully later but the future will tell.
I leave tomorrow myself, it will be a time of remorse, reflection, reborn and a new beginning. "tomorrow is a new day" said my pal David. He's off to Japan to see a chick. man it must be love. going all the way to japan for a girl he met only 1 or 2 days and connected with. would i do something like that? crazy but yes i would. the right one could be miles away or 2 feet away from u staring at u at a coffee shop. who knows. that's the beauty of the hunt i guess. not sure hunt is the right word. sorry. but man, what a mood i was in this afternoon and tonight. feels good to seem to have a part of me and my life back in my pocket.
one thing i don't like in this word but is consumes me is money. money is the root of all evil. i agree. u ever have money in your hand and u feel all weird inside. like something is possessing you? i feel powerful with money. its a power substance i think.
anywoo, i am just rambling so i should stop here for now. be ready to see pics of my trip and possibly a different side of Lord Grim.
These couple of days have been hard on me, very hard, limbo is what i have been feeling. I still feel limbo, but a little speck of a root is emerging. To explain everything I will feel so relieve but still I must keep up my wall until that root has grown and matured. when will that be, when will that root grow? i don't know. but keep spraying that water and keep that sun light on it and it will blossom.
My dad is here today and yesterday. he's happy and overcome with joy and respect for me. but that's good, i still feel weak and in shambles of my animal instinct going wild. he's leaving in less then 3 hours. he might return sooner or hopefully later but the future will tell.
I leave tomorrow myself, it will be a time of remorse, reflection, reborn and a new beginning. "tomorrow is a new day" said my pal David. He's off to Japan to see a chick. man it must be love. going all the way to japan for a girl he met only 1 or 2 days and connected with. would i do something like that? crazy but yes i would. the right one could be miles away or 2 feet away from u staring at u at a coffee shop. who knows. that's the beauty of the hunt i guess. not sure hunt is the right word. sorry. but man, what a mood i was in this afternoon and tonight. feels good to seem to have a part of me and my life back in my pocket.
one thing i don't like in this word but is consumes me is money. money is the root of all evil. i agree. u ever have money in your hand and u feel all weird inside. like something is possessing you? i feel powerful with money. its a power substance i think.
anywoo, i am just rambling so i should stop here for now. be ready to see pics of my trip and possibly a different side of Lord Grim.
posted by Justin at 1:10 AM
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