god its been 1 week since my last confession

So its april 2 and i have not posted in like a life time it seems. sorry to all my fans out there about my lack of blogging. so many thing that i wish that i posted during the time i have been adsent. i'm doing okay and everything is pretty much ok with me. i feel a little shitty b/c i haven't been to the gym for 4 days now. it doesn't seem like i will be going today or monday. i will start back up on Tuesday. so whats new with me. hmmmm. school is rough, rough and rough. i feel it ending this semester b/c of my lack of motivation to get work done. certain classes are just kicking my ass. i can't seem to want to do the required work. i don't know, its a weird feeling. i'm at a slow pace with working and hopefully i will get everything done b4 the semester is over and let the professors make a decision on my case. if i do stay in school next semester should be a little easier but probably not. my big lack in skills are papers and next year i will still have papers to write. fucking sucks. i decided to be a architect so i wouldn't have to worry about papers and it seems like this school loves them and loves their students to write. it really has no purpose in the outside world. you know how many papers i will be writing out in the job market? zero so why do i have to write about it now. the answer is b/c this is academic and academic wants you to stay in academics. they hope for you to teach and one requirement when you become a teacher is to do research while teaching. so thats where u must know how to write. anywoo enough of that. next topic!
for 3 weeks now i have been seeing this girl name sarah. shes wonderful in every way that i can think of. i am so happy that she is in my life right now. a lot of my time i have been chillin with her. tonight we are going to dinner and then relax at my place. ahh life can be great sometimes. well i am going to get off this thing and get back to work. later fans