lost

a couple of days ago, i took Kim out to dinner and to settle are little bet that we had. it was a fun night. it was possibly my last time to see her before she leaves on her long sabbatical. she won the bet and instead of a cd i got her a bible. yea i know ;o) something that she will take on her trip and read. its always fun spending time with her. kinda funny, b/c we were both having a shitty day that day. but later on we were in a better mood.

so today, i was able to see her again today. i had to write in her new bible before she could take it. so i did, wrapped it up and then when she showed up today at the studio, i presented it to her. she was happy and laughed at it being wrapped in xmas paper. haha "its wet ain't it? Drink It!" She was able to see Murle too and talk with him before she left. its always sad for me when a friend leaves and i felt it at that moment. i don't know the future will bring for me and i don't know where i will be. im losing someone who is just awesome. i fear that when i do see her again, will i have they same connection? I am changing so much right now. i'm doing things i have never done before. I have a different attitude then i once did and i feel that is going to continue.

well, shes gone now, leaving on a train. it will be awhile before she will read my thousand blogs that i will be writing while shes gone. it could be a interesting read when she makes it back. same with her blog. it will be a long one. she will have a great time and a great experience.